The Beginning of My Fall

When I had my first boyfriend was when I began to fall, the was touching and kissing but nothing else, he wanted to have sex with me but I said no. This is where the biggest struggling of life began. He cheated on me, I broke up with him and quickly moved on. I didnt have sex with my first four boyfriends. Then in 2011, I was very much in love with a guy I was in a relationship with, He kept asking me for sex but i kept sayng no, one day he asked and i said yes, but then said no at the last minute but he said it would be ok. It was one of the most painful experiences of my life, and i regret it, not just because it was sinful, but i felt used. A few months later he broke up with me, saying I wasnt the person he used to love, that i had changed. He was the one who had changed, He was no longer kind and caring, but rude, selfish and cold.

Hello there my name is Anonymous.

You may be wondering why I began this blog, my answer to that is to show you light from dark and that not all Christians are the same. I was baptised many years ago, I cant remember the date or year but I still know it was important and special to me. A few years after I began to fall from God. And this Blog will show you my story